a great card

3.18.2007
last week i got a-lot of great cards for my birthday. one in particular i want to share with you. the old saying rings true: a mother knows best!


yes this was the one from my mother, inside read you're priceless! awh...

she also thought of my two buddy's dan & kaj. hum, who might be who? sandy thought i was the one with the dog!

by the way lady's, are we on for that weekend in may? clock's tickin'!!!

running with scissors

3.16.2007
i'm happy to say, i have a new favorite movie...

running with scissors is filled with such brilliant colors, the ones we haven't seen or felt in quite along time!

the music in the film becomes an imaginary character

the film cuts away all the glaze we think is there and reveals what real people truly are, exceptional.

300 the movie

3.09.2007

it opens today,
march 9, 2007

on this day

3.08.2007

it was 44 years ago, on this day. i first saw light...

imagine yourself, a delicate yet persistent bud. your instincts tell you to wait, when the time is right you will push all of yourself out. the world will see all of your colours, cherish your beauty and embrace your survival.

last night was cool, dark and lonely. you were patient, hopeful of a new day. a day that might be filled with different things, new ideas, unknown understandings...

as the sun begins to rise, the brilliant light dances across your crisp outer skin. inside you can feel the movement, sense everything around you. up as you know, is the way out. follow the light. you search deep within for the strength and ambition to take these first steps...

here it is, long last. it's a new day for all of us.

and you thought the light would be there, endlessly.

The 11th Star Trek film

3.02.2007

Star Trek film gets release date
The 11th Star Trek film, to be directed by Lost creator JJ Abrams, will be released in the US on Christmas Day 2008, Paramount Pictures has announced.

The film, which will focus on the early lives of Captain James T Kirk and Mr Spock, will begin shooting this autumn.

No further details have been announced and the movie has yet to be cast.

But Abrams - who directed the third Mission: Impossible film last year - said he wanted "to make a picture for life-long fans and the uninitiated".

"Needless to say I am honoured and excited to be part of this next chapter of Star Trek," he added.

'Brilliance and optimism'

The original Star Trek TV series, created by Gene Roddenberry, ran from 1966 to 1969.

It went on to spawn 10 feature films, numerous spin-offs and a billion-dollar industry of books, computer games and consumer products.


PREVIOUS TREK FILMS
The Motion Picture (1979)
The Wrath of Khan (1982)
The Search for Spock (1984)
The Voyage Home (1986)
The Final Frontier (1989)
The Undiscovered Country (1991)
Generations (1994)
First Contact (1996)
Insurrection (1998)
Nemesis (2002)

The last Trek film, Star Trek: Nemesis, was released in 2002 and featured the stars of the Next Generation TV series.

The most recent TV spin-off, Star Trek: Enterprise, came to an end in 2005.

The latest feature, which has yet to be named, will tell of Kirk and Spock's first meeting at Starfleet Academy and their first outer space mission.

Alex Kurtzman and Roberto Orci, who worked with Abrams on Mission: Impossible III, have written the screenplay.

"If there's something I'm dying to see, it's the brilliance and optimism of Roddenberry's world brought back to the big screen," said Abrams.

"Alex and Bob wrote an amazing script that embraces and respects Trek canon but charts its own course."

Paramount Pictures chairman and CEO Brad Grey said he "could not be more thrilled to be back in business with JJ Abrams".

As well as directing the film, Abrams will co-produce with Lost co-creator Damon Lindelof.

Story from BBC NEWS:
http://news.bbc.co.uk/go/pr/fr/-/2/hi/entertainment/6407135.stm

my oscar 2007 ballot

2.25.2007
the academy awards ...
yes i've waited till the last very moment because i'm still thinking...

best picture: "the queen"
helen's time has come! "the departed" would be my only second.

best director: martin scorsese
"hey marty! we love ya!" the academy has always admired him although stephen frears could surprise us all!

best actor: ryan gosling
never a dull performance or moment from this lad! my vote is based on his performance and the obvious! his first nod as well could mean something magical! forest whitaker, the second choice of course.

best actress: helen mirren
oh, come on.

best supporting actor: eddie murphy
the hunch's feel strong although mark wahlberg might spoil the obvious?

best supporting actress: jennifer hudson
this will be the wise choice although i think the academy will opt it as the "we felt good about a afro-american female choice, keeps things in balance...). the flip side could be cate blanchett? does this woman ever let anyone down?

this years choices are much better than in years passed. it's a broad collection of many themes and important issue's. we'll know soon...

Battlestar Renewed For Season 4

2.15.2007
SCI FI Channel announced that it has renewed its Peabody-winning original series Battlestar Galactica, ordering 13 new episodes. Production will resume this summer in Vancouver, Canada, with an eye toward a January 2008 premiere.

The decision comes after the series' successful move to a new 10 p.m. timeslot on Sundays. Since moving, Battlestar Galactica's audience has grown over its third-season average by 8 percent in total viewers, by double digits in female viewers, by 19 percent in the show's target demographic of adults aged 18-49 and by 14 percent in adults 25-54. The Jan. 28 episode, "Taking a Break From All Your Worries," delivered 2.5 million total viewers and 1.6 million adults 18-49, the largest audience for any episode since the season-two premiere.

"We're thrilled to bring Battlestar back for another season," Mark Stern, SCI FI's executive vice president of programming, said in a statement. "This series has delivered on every level, from the writing to the acting to the production values. SCI FI is proud to be the home of the best show on television."

The series is from NBC Universal Television Studio and is executive-produced by Ronald D. Moore and David Eick. Its cast is led by Edward James Olmos, Mary McDonnell, Katee Sackhoff, Jamie Bamber, James Callis, Tricia Helfer and Grace Park. Battlestar recently returned with the second half of its third original season, immediately following SCI FI's newest original series, The Dresden Files.

"While we never had any doubt that SCI FI would get behind a fourth season of Battlestar, it's thrilling to finally make it official, and for Ron and I to continue using this great genre to investigate the darker corners of society, politics and humanity," executive producer David Eick said in a statement.

thanks kaj for the heads up!

a show, not to miss cris le bitch

2.10.2007
the Tally Ho
DISCO SHOW
Feb 11 10PM
L A N C A S T E R, P A

Radcliffe Pictures Upset Parents

2.01.2007
no surprise to me that many have already expressed their "concern" about the recent photo's that are popping up everywhere of daniel radcliffe, shirtless. as harry potter, daniel portrayed a character in a children's series called harry potter.

first and foremost he is an actor and playing different roles is something not uncommon. equus is his next project and the role is a different character with different requirements. i think it's important for him to grow and branch out into other endeavours. allowing himself to be type cast would only stunt his growth artistically and keep him from expanding on his selection of roles. i applaud daniel for this choice and for doing what he wants as an artist, a young adult and as an actor.

if parents are upset about how it might effect their children seeing him shirtless and or in a love scene, they need to either explain things and help them understand; isn't that what parents do for their children? another obvious choice would also be not to purchase equus tickets and observe their internet adventures if they so deem necessary. the world harry potter lives in is magical and fictional, unlike our world.

this particular photo at first seemed more like a young hugh jackman to me and not daniel?

here was a blurb i read recently...

REUTERS/Uli Weber/Handout (BRITAIN)

Pictures of a shirtless Daniel Radcliffe that are being used to promote his new play are causing controversy among fans of the "Harry Potter" movies.

The young star peels off clothes in the promotional photos for his London West End run in "Equus." He reportedly will also appear naked and have a sex scene in the play.

The pictures have already become popular among young female fans of the 17-year-old -- most famous for his role in the boy wizard franchise.

But parents are up in arms and are bombarding "Harry Potter" fansites with emails.

One reads, "We as parents feel Daniel should not appear nude. Our 9-year-old son looks up to him as a role model. We are very disappointed and will avoid the future movies he makes."

Radcliffe's spokesperson Vanessa Davies tells Britain's the Daily Mail, "Daniel does not want to step away from 'Harry Potter' but he does want to show he is a rounded actor capable of very different roles. He has tremendous support from 'Harry Potter' fans."

The play opens in London on February 27

new tracey thorn release


due out march 6, 2007 from virgin/import (and just two days before my birthday!) is tracey thorn's second release, almost 25 years since distant shore. new cd release entitled out of the woods. visit her myspace page and catch a listen to it's all true. FAB!

i'm soooooooooooooooooo anxious for this release and can only hope for a future new project from she and ben aka ebtg as well!

peace for kathryn bandics

1.27.2007

shortly before 8 PM this evening, i lost the most important person in my life... my grandmother kathryn.

she was my friend, my strength and my inspiration. she always looked for the best in everyone and loved without limits. throughout all the years of our "dysfunctional family life" kathryn never lost sight of hope and resolution for each of us. no matter how tired she was or how much pain she felt, she always found her way to be there for all of us.

she is a person unlike any I've ever know.

everything that I am, everything that I feel and everything I cherish is all because of her.

my path in life has taken me to many places and allowed me to know many people. my influence, inspiration and effect are, all the beautiful gifts she has given me. it is with great honor and blind determination that i will always share them with you...regardless of who or what you are

Parasite Infection Might Ease Multiple Sclerosis

1.18.2007
17.01.2007 - The bugs may alter immune response in a beneficial way, researchers say

WEDNESDAY, Jan. 17 (HealthDay News) -- Parasitic infections may actually benefit people with multiple sclerosis (MS), suggests a study by researchers in Argentina.

These infections may affect the body's immune response in a way that changes the course of the disease.

Previous studies found that parasite infection could affect the course of autoimmune diseases in animals. This is the first study to examine the relationship between parasite infections and MS in humans.

The study included 12 MS patients with a parasite infection and 12 MS patients who were parasite-free. The patients in both groups had a similar disease course. The patients were followed for an average of 4.6 years.

During the study period, there were three clinical relapses of MS among patients infected with a parasite, compared to 56 relapses in the group of uninfected MS patients. Patients in the infected group were less likely to suffer increased disability due to MS.

The researchers also found that infected patients had much higher numbers of cells that produce cytokine suppressants. MS involves an inflammatory response associated with the production of cytokines, which are regulatory proteins.

The findings provide evidence to support the idea that an autoimmune response caused by a parasite infection can decrease the normal inflammatory response associated with MS, the study authors suggested.

The study appears in the January issue of the Annals of Neurology.

More information

The American Medical Association has more about MS.

-- Robert Preidt

the 2 disc set

1.17.2007
The Collector’s Edition hits dvd Jan 23rd.

Bonus Features:

Brokeback Mountain: The Collector’s Edition offers exclusive bonus features, some available for the first time, that will heighten viewers’ understanding and enjoyment of this seminal film, including:

A Groundbreaking Success – In an original documentary, Brokeback Mountain’s producers and cast talk about bringing this unusual story to the screen on their terms. The film also examines the phenomenal attention garnered by the movie, including the numerous parodies that were inspired by its theme.

Music From the Mountain – Composer Gustavo Santaolalla, who won an Oscar for Brokeback Mountain’s emotional soundtrack, anchors a breakdown of the movie’s unforgettable music. Includes interviews with each of the featured artists and a trip to the studio with the legendary Willie Nelson as he records his touching version of Bob Dylan’s "He Was a Friend of Mine."

Impressions From the Film – The raw beauty and splendor of the American West are masterfully showcased in a photomontage of the film’s sweeping vistas.

On Being A Cowboy – Heath Ledger and Jake Gyllenhaal discuss their preparations for the film, including rodeo and wrangling training. Exclusive on-set interviews with the film’s stunt coordinator are also featured.

Directing From The Heart: Ang Lee – Director Ang Lee is profiled in this intimate behind-the-scenes look at the creative force that brought the absorbing story of Brokeback Mountain to life.

From Script to Screen: Interviews with Larry McMurtry & Diana Ossana – The writers discuss bringing Pulitzer Prize-winning author Annie Proulx’s visionary short story to the screen.

Sharing the Story: The Making of Brokeback Mountain – This featurette follows the filmmaking process from start to finish and introduces the cast and crew who brought Brokeback Mountain to life through in-depth interviews, exclusive behind-the-scenes footage, and more.

Number of Discs: 2

Run Time: 2 Hours 15 Minutes

a time has come

1.03.2007

something i've been waiting for has finally come...

the new film children of men.

please visit the site, it's well done! once i've seen the film i'll share my thoughts with you...

Real Pay Will Only Tread Water


Salary Outlook 2007
Once Again, Real Pay Will Only Tread Water
by John Rossheim
Monster Senior Contributing Writer

With stock indexes reaching all-time highs in 2006, won't there be something for employees to get excited about as they open their 2007 paychecks? Not unless they're executives, who, as usual, will do better.

Base pay for the average worker, projected to increase 3.7 percent or so, will be basically flat after discounting for inflation, according to a consensus of salary surveys. And performance-based bonuses -- these days an anticipated financial shot in the arm for most of us, not an extra -- aren't expected to increase substantially.

"We've seen no real wage gains for most Americans over the past few years," says Sylvia Allegretto, an economist at the Economic Policy Institute in Washington, DC. "It looks like inflation might be 4 percent in 2007, so if workers get a 3.5 percent increase, they're still falling behind. The economy's expanding, workers are extremely productive, profits are at record highs, but from 2000 to 2005, real earnings were down about 3.5 percent."

It's no help that in the second half of 2006, economic growth slowed significantly. "The construction and housing bubble has been pricked, if not deflated," says Joseph Kilmartin, director of compensation at Salary.com.

Still, pay increases for those who exit and enter companies or receive promotions are often better than those in aggregate statistics, according to Steven Gross, a senior compensation consultant with Mercer Human Resources Consulting in Philadelphia.

Variable Pay: Nothing New Here

Though the trend leveled off several years ago, employers and their consultants portray performance-based pay as the up-and-coming compensation component that will help make up for the meager salary increases most workers will see in 2007. A statement accompanying a compensation survey from human resources consulting firm Hewitt Associates begins: "As base pay increases remain stable for 2007, more companies are relying on variable pay -- performance-related awards that must be re-earned each year."

However, the same survey reveals that participation of US companies in variable-pay plans has been essentially flat from 2001 -- when the proportion stood at 81 percent -- to 2006 at 80 percent.

Variable pay as a percentage of total payroll budget has actually declined slightly from 11.4 percent in 2005 to 11.2 percent in 2006 and a projected 11 percent in 2007, according to Hewitt.

So workers should take performance-based pay as a given and evaluate how their employers' bonus packages compare to the competition. According to Mercer, the most common forms of variable monetary rewards beyond the annual bonus are spot cash awards, project milestone awards and signing bonuses.

Pay in Many IT Occupations Struggles to Keep Pace with Inflation

In the information technology field, starting salaries will rise 2.8 percent in 2007, according to staffing firm Robert Half Technology. Such an increase, trumpeted as evidence of healthy demand for IT workers, might not even be enough to keep pace with inflation.

"Some technology occupations with stronger salary growth are being offset by others with lower growth," says Katherine Spencer Lee, Robert Half executive director.

Indeed, there will be substantial variation in 2007 pay increases across IT occupations, according to Robert Half's projections. While Web developers will receive an average hike of 4.2 percent, starting help-desk workers will see their pay rise just 0.8 percent, or an average $250, to $37,000. Offshoring of help-desk services is a likely contributor to these feeble wage increases.

In Salary.com's survey of salary budget increases, technology jobs garnered most of the good news. Professionals working in computer and electronics manufacturing, computer systems design, and scientific and technical services all are expected to see raises of 4 percent to 5 percent.

Executives Still Garner the Biggest Salary Increases

More old news is likely to continue making headlines in 2007: High-ranking employees are the most likely to receive relatively large merit increases.

For example, in Mercer's analysis of the 2006 distribution of employers' performance-rating systems, 38 percent of executives scored in the highest category, while only 22 percent to 24 percent of staff professionals and workers in clerical, administrative, production and service roles placed in the top band, which is tied to the biggest percentage raises.

"Higher-level positions are more visible," explains Gross. "If executives don't produce, they have a greater chance of being fired."

post holiday


this from my daily OM...

January 3, 2007

Hold onto the Magic
Coping with Post-Holiday Blues

For many people, the act of packing away the holiday decorations, opening the last gift, or parting with visiting loved ones evokes feelings of sadness. The busyness associated with the holidays that distracted us from life subsides, and we are left wondering why life seems a bit empty. Yet we need not give ourselves over entirely to the blues we feel when the celebrations end. And this post-holiday period of mellowness should not be viewed as a sign that your festivities were less than fulfilling. To feel a few pangs of gloom as the decorations come down and guests return to their homes is natural. Your physical and mental selves, which existed in a state of arousal as you immersed yourself in the magic of the holiday season, need time to adjust as you settle back into your usual routine. Rest assured that which warmed your heart and fulfilled you in previous days will satisfy you again.

There are many ways you can gently smooth the transition between the holidays and the pleasures of everyday existence. In the midst of your yearly celebrations, strive to achieve balance and acknowledge that holidays are special, precisely because they represent a short time of your life. If you minimize the impact the festivities have on your personal and professional schedules, reverting to these timetables will not shock your system. Once the holidays are over, try to keep a small spark of celebration aglow in your heart. Accomplishing this can be as easy as treating yourself well and integrating holiday values such as forgiveness, generosity, and gratitude into your day-to-day existence. Stay in touch with relatives who you traditionally only see once per year, and spread goodwill by volunteering or hosting a post-celebration celebration, just for the fun of it. Even leaving one decoration unpacked and displayed can help you stay cheerful in the days that follow the holi! days.

Consider that all of the virtues that touch you deeply as you celebrate the holiday season—charity, togetherness, magic, beauty, etc.—exist year-round. With a little effort, you can carry the celebratory spirit in your heart always. The post-holiday blues will soon pass, leaving you feeling as happy and buoyant as you did just weeks before.

Candy Canes?

12.26.2006

i was recently making my blog rounds and stopped by my buddy Tony's... always a pleasure in oh so many ways! once the main page loaded, out sang nancy wilson's "christmas time is here" (a personal favorite of mine) it twas my first pleasant surprise. rolling along down, T had written a few jolly holiday "what do you think" questions and answers;

#20 had me pissing my pants! I wanted to share it with you...


Candy Canes?
If somebody wants to suck something for that long, I got a better idea for them. And I‚’ll rub it with a mint leaf first if they want.

Visit Tony's blog, there's always something for at least one of your sences!

JOLLY HOLIDAY

12.21.2006
here's two things I'm planning fro this years holiday 2006 festivities...

i've first decided to write an article on how i feel now, at this point of my life, about what christmas was and is now. a few days into the first draft and i'm already wondering if it may end as two posts (lengthy), we'll see. oh, some of it will be posted soon...

my second idea came one morning a few days ago. as in years past i tend not to over spend at christmas. a, it's a stupid mistake so many make every year. b, the money isn't there in large "spendable" amounts and c, the gatherings and the time spent are more important than any object one might buy. so this year i've decided to up the crafty level and try candy making; dark chocolate dipping that is. looks not so complicated but time consuming. i purchased a few supply's (mold, dipping tools) and got the dark chocolate dipping melts.

since i'm one who often "thinks out of the box" i decided to make a few basic designs...typical candy bar size (solid) and a few of those blaw shaped semi round pieces. beyond those i thought the following might also be interesting: dried apricots, banana chips, a raspberry jam center, graham crackers, pretzels, coconut covered marsh mellows, a crushed granola mix and dried pineapple wedges.

tomorrow night is the block of time for this along with gift wrapping. should be an interesting day for sure.

i'll let you know how it all ended up...

what can i say

12.14.2006


20 voices


take a few minutes and check out this musical review at jibjab!

spandau ballet

12.13.2006












always believen... a new amazing discovery of a remix by an all time favorite. back in the day when things were "very sinthy electric" i remember hearing a bunch of britts, calling themselves spandau ballet. one of the great things about these boys, their music made you want to belt one out and dance all at once!

todays find is a new, dmc remix of the song "gold" i stumbled on this afternoon. everything old is new again and the mix is worth more than itself! seek and find and return to that time, all over again. check out their web site!

Concert for Diana

12.12.2006
A celebrity concert to mark the 10th anniversary of the death of Diana, Princess of Wales, has been announced.

Princes William and Harry are organising the Concert for Diana at Wembley Stadium on 1 July, when she would have turned 46.

Sir Elton John, Duran Duran, Joss Stone, Bryan Ferry and hip-hop star Pharrell Williams will perform. Tickets go on sale at 0900 GMT on Wednesday.

A memorial service will also be held in London at a venue to be confirmed.

To reflect the princess's love of dancing and musicals, there will be an appearance by the English National Ballet, while Andrew Lloyd Webber will stage a medley of songs from his West End shows.

The princes said more acts were coming but they had released just "a flavour" of those confirmed.

Sir Elton John said: "I applaud Princes William and Harry for choosing to honour their mother with this concert. I am absolutely thrilled to be performing at this great event.

"Diana was a personal friend and someone I greatly admired for her tireless and enthusiastic work for charity."

Simon Le Bon of Duran Duran added: "The concert next summer seems an entirely fitting way to celebrate her life and her work.

"We are honoured that she always referred to Duran Duran as her favourite band as she was certainly our favourite princess."

Proceeds from the concert will go to a number of charities that were supported by the princess during her life, and to two of the princes' own charities, Centrepoint and Sentebale.

It has also been confirmed the senior royals, including their stepmother the Duchess of Cornwall, will attend the memorial service on 31 August, the actual anniversary of Diana's death.

the “Elvis Cup”

Recently, Hershey’s announced the “Elvis Cup”, a Reese’s Peanut Butter Cup that includes a layer of Banana Creme. You may or may not know (if say, you’re blind), but Elvis loved to eat. One of his favorite foods was fried peanut butter and banana sandwiches, thus the inspiration for the new Reese’s cup. Hershey’s just added some chocolate and took away the fried aspect (though I’m sure a local county fair can help you with the fried aspect.)

This “limited edition” candy is being made in honor of the 30th Anniversary of The King’s passing. The candy will be on your shelves sometime in July ‘07, while Elvis’ actual date of death is August 16th. The candy, which will come in mini, standard and “king size”, will also include an instant win contest for a trip for two to Graceland.

Reconnected at last

11.30.2006
hello everyone!
I am pleased to say that I am finally reconnected!

As most of you already know, I recently moved from the south end of the city to the north end. The move was a huge task but I did have help from many of my friends which made it better than it could have ever been. To them...know that I appreciated all your time and help very much! My M.S. also proved to be an unwelcome guest through the process as well. The downside of the move was the Verizon DSL issues. My last login was November 16, 2006. Yes, its taken that long for all the switches to be reset and the signals rerouted! Needless to say I wasn't real happy with their delays in transferring my DSL service; that's all in the past now.

In that small window of being "unconnected from the world" I managed to get 531 new messages in my email! Understandably, it will take a few days to go through them. Certain to say I lost quite a bit of potential business from the aquarium plant design project and a complete loss of communication from any potential and or existing customers. I'm amazed at how dependent we have all become on the internet, in some respects it troubles me a great deal.

Looking forward to reconnecting with all of you very soon...Cheers! Ron

Mexico City passes gay union law

11.12.2006

Mexico City's assembly has backed a law recognising same-sex civil unions, the first such move in the country's history.

The ruling stops short of enabling gay couples to get married and will only apply to the estimated nine million inhabitants of Mexico City.

Mexico City Mayor Alejandro Encinas is widely expected to ratify the law.

It has met fierce opposition from President-elect Felipe Calderon's National Action Party.

The law has also been attacked by the Catholic Church and conservative activists.

'Decadence'

While Mexico City legislators voted for the law, supporters and opponents of the bill demonstrated noisily outside the assembly building.

Protester Humberto Muniz described the law as "anti-natural".

"Societies have always fallen into decadence when there has been homosexuality," he told the Reuters news agency.

But the vote was welcomed by David Sanchez, an openly gay congressman.

"These reforms are going to cause a snowball effect that no one will be able to stop," he told Reuters.

Rights

Under the law, Mexico City's gay couples who register their union with civil authorities will gain access to inheritance and pension rights.

Unmarried heterosexual couples can also register under the same law.

Gay civil unions have yet to be approved by local legislators in any other part of Mexico.

A similar bill is being debated by lawmakers in Mexico's northern state of Coahuila, bordering Texas.

Story from BBC NEWS:
http://news.bbc.co.uk/go/pr/fr/-/2/hi/americas/6134730.stm

The new studio

11.09.2006

In an order to "conserve & preserve" I decided at the last minute to relocate. The new studio aparment is smaller than I'm used to, let alone has far less space than I currently have. The bottom line it's on the first floor and considerably cheaper than I am currently paying.

The idea of relocating is as worse as a 24 hour migrain but life dictated the move at the present and so I shall oblige. I should be completely in by Thanksgiving if all goes well; I chose not to wait till end of December and the cold weather. Email and phone will remain the same.

Perhaps a fresh start will be good for the sole?

progressive action

10.28.2006

South Dakotans to decide medical marijuana measure Nov. 7

Benefits, side effects of drug on society debated

Associated Press Writer

Editor's note: Part of a series of preview stories on selected ballot measures in the Nov. 7 general election.

South Dakota would join 11 other states that allow some medical patients to smoke marijuana to ease their pain and other medical problems if voters approve Initiated Measure 4 on Nov. 7.

Diseases and conditions that would be covered include: cancer, glaucoma, HIV, AIDS, severe or chronic pain, severe nausea, seizures, severe or persistent muscle spasms and multiple sclerosis. The state Department of Health also could approve other medical conditions.

Though some states permit medical marijuana, residents still can be prosecuted in federal court.

Valerie Hannah of Deerfield said if the measure doesn't pass, she's moving to California, where medical marijuana is allowed - although she said she already uses limited amounts of it to quell her nerve pain.

"I'm the only person who will admit that they're a medical marijuana patient in South Dakota," she said in a telephone interview.

Hannah said she served in the Persian Gulf War in the early 1990s and was exposed to chemical weapons that are basically causing her nerves to dissolve.

"And with that comes extreme, extreme pain," she said.

No prescription drug is as effective as a few hits of pot a few times a day, Hannah said.

"Not a whole joint. It's just a couple of tokes, a couple of hits off a pipe," she said.

Hughes County Sheriff Mike Leidholt said he empathizes with Hannah and others who suffer from chronic pain. But the relief it could offer some people doesn't justify the cost to society, he said.

Among Liedholt's points:

It sends a mixed message to children on the use of drugs.

People other than the patient could get the marijuana, as a lot of teens do now with alcohol.

There have been great advances in prescription medications, so it's not necessary to go back to natural remedies such as marijuana.

Law enforcement officers wouldn't be allowed to test if a driver with a prescription is under the influence of marijuana.

The marijuana isn't subject to quality control standards that are a part of Food and Drug Administration approval, so there's no way to know the potency.

The law would allow each patient and caregiver up to six plants, which could produce from 2,700 to more than 13,000 joints every year, depending how well the plants are cultivated, he said.

"That's a lot of marijuana," Leidholt said. "If you're not going to use that much, what are you going to do with the rest of it? Are you going to share it with friends?"

Hannah, who no longer is able to work, said the measure is not an attempt to legalize the recreational use of marijuana, and it would not make pot widely available.

"This is not a way to get it into the hands of your children or my children or anybody else's. This is for legitimate people who need this," she said. "Everyone should have the freedom to choose their own medication."

The jewels have arrived

10.08.2006

It is with great pride that I tell you, the first hand designed piece of jewelry from my friend Marilyn is now available for purchase on my ebay!

As I mentioned a few days ago, her work is exceptional and very unique. She's been traveling the craft circuit and renaissance fairs for several years now. Her creations are exceptional and the quality of her designs is second to none. Additional designs will be listed on ebay as they become available. Please email me any questions you might have for Marilyn and I will forward them to her.

Sharing information

10.07.2006
I think when it comes to blogging, it's all about personal expression but more importantly, sharing idea's and information with others. As an individual who suffers from Multiple Sclerosis, I can attest to the importance & benefits of sharing information with others, weather it be good or bad.

This past July, 2006 I had an unfortunate change in my employment status and lost my health care coverage; also unable to afford the continued coverage through Cobra @ $385.00 per month! Not until mid August 2006, was I able to secure new employment but they only offered about 30 hours per week and no insurance options at the present time. And in-case your wondering what the total cost per month for all my prescribed/needed meds are (straight over the counter price without any drug coverage) , I'm sad to say it would be around $3,000.00.... what a disgusting amount to pay to feel moderately o.k.. For those of you with MS you know exactly what I mean and for those of you who don't: there's no cure yet for us, the meds are a constant give & take for the end results. Some make one thing more tolerable while enhancing the awful effects of another. I.E. the provigil (prescription speed so to speak) fights the MS daily fatigue but inturn it can make you hyper. Fear not, I get to look forward to another pill later in the night to bring me back down. Then it's one to stop the restless leg syndrome and one to help me sleep. It's a rollercoaster ride of daily trade-offs that quite simply put, SUCKS!

Needless to say I have been without my prescriptions and drug coverage for a few months now, the lack of proper medications has definitely taken its toll on me and my body. Simply stated, if you looked at my situation as a race between me and the MS, the MS has taken a strong lead and reeked its unforgiving havoc on my body,mind and sole. I have been seeking assistance and continue to run into one road block after another. I would never wish this particular "hunt for help" on even my worst enemies.

Magically, I sat down today in the break room and stumbled on an article in Newsweek on RLS; restless leg syndrome. The article was somewhat enlightening and all too familiar. At the very end of the article, in very small print (almost too small to notice) , under an add for Requip (RLS drug), was a web address/phone number for assistance for prescription drugs: PPA or Partnership For Prescription Assistance (https://www.pparx.org/Intro.php). I was a little excited at first, then I reminded myself of others, like it, and I remembered all the paperwork, the phone calls, the waiting and the turn downs... you've got to keep trying, right? So I went to the web site and started my next journey into prescription assistance. Over all, I found the site to be helpful, informative and easy to navigate through. So all the information has been sent and now I'll do what I'm getting used to doing these days...waiting to see the answers...

just breathe


so what does a guy like me do when a guy like you enters into my life...

keep it in perspective, thank god above, giggle a little in the kitchen, tell almost everyone i know, respect it, remember to always say thank you since tomorrow isn't guaranteed, keep it clean and free of uncomfortable moments, be honest, push a few buttons from time to time, celebrate and embrace our unique similarities, talk less-listen more, make the most of what's at hand, make sure the coffee's fresh and there's plenty of your favorite coffe-mate flavor in the frig, allow unlimited access to everything inside my heart & mind, listen to manilow & taylor when necessary, let it out-verbally of course, tell you from time to time the tremendous impact you've made in and on my life, remind myself that it's healthy to let myself get bumded out about it-the specifics, only tell you how swell you are once in a seven day window, never truthfully answer that question "who the fuck are you?" and consider renting a humungus blimp to let the whole world know about my super dooper new friend: kurt.